Saturday, March 19, 2011

death and all it's "nevers" a tribute to the dead parts of me; my cousins & uncle

I'll never see that smile again
I'll never hurt from his mistakes
I'll never rely on his strength again
this lack of him will drive me insane!!

I couldn't cry out loud
I was unheard through the megaphone of tears
Then in the silence of the night
when their well of tears had dried up
i broke down and created mine
and my tears sprung eternal
pumped by the "nevers" of his death
this lack of him emptied me.

o EUGENE, i miss you
come again and share your silly jokes
i wont mind if the jokes on me

o CHIEF, what happen to our dreams
i can't build a company without your plans
you were the blueprint to our dreams

o my dearest uncle
what will i tell your youngest son
that daddy took too many puffs
and got lost in the smoke
or daddy was the funniest man on earth

though people leave all the time
this time you'll NEVER come back
i can never show you my love!
you will never hear my apologies for
all the time i wasted, all the calls i missed, all the letters left unreplied

o Lord!! i miss them!
what will death do with them? did heaven need them more than i.
Rest In Peace fam!
and don't forget to send angels to take the pain away
this lack of you is eating me up!

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